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=) I really wish I have more time for my own and EMO for a little while. Because at least when I'm EMO, inspiration keeps pouring in. In Uni, I can't stop enough to breath? It's just jam packed with tasks, especially when given responsibilities. But you know what, I enjoy it. I really do. It's way better than just lying on my bed thinking about nonsense and feeling drowsy all day long. But still, you always hope for something else when you are in the midst of another. Alright, just a little quick update on what I did in the past week: Had Calculus test. O God, I left 2 questions blank and several questions stuck halfway. Rushing my engineering drawing and stuck halfway. But thank God I found a shortcut to finish it. Elected Secretary of Chinese Orchestra for Engineering Campus. LOL but I expected it it anyway. Though, I did not expect to be piled up with tasks and jobs. I kinda regret?! Had CG supper last Thursday. Drove all the way to Autocity at Juru just

‎2 Corinthians 1:8-9 "...We were under great pressure, far beyond our ability to endure, so that we despaired of life itself. Indeed, we felt we had received the sentence of death. But this happened that we might not rely on ourselves but on God, who raises the dead." Reflecting this week, must have been a week of conflict and despair. Happily I came and just within a month I completely lost my direction. I've been running dry and again, I ran ahead of God. I run dry. Screwed up so many things, screwed up my own mood, screwed up others' mood, screwed up every known relationships and friendship. I felt like a jerk, I felt like a total hypocrite. There's so many pressure, responsibilities, far beyond my ability to endure. But, how could I ever forget such simple instruction? "...not rely on ourselves but on God, who raises the dead." Finally I sat down and really think. Turning on BibleGateway and hit on 2 Corinthians 1, it immediately hits me